I say goodbye to my friends some I've known for years this is the first time I've felt the fear I kiss my baby she's just one month old I kiss her mother nothing I say can console I guess I'm losing my direction I'm losing my direction step on a train wave underwater I don't know if I'll be back again I try to say 'it'll be ok' it' s not the first time I've run away I guess I'm losing my direction I'm losing my direction