Chill is dripping silently I am drowning in myself My hope has left me alone and barren My grave - the only loving place I hate my own loathsome smell This stench and old-age and maledorous fear How I hate each mortal cell that is rottingly Existing deep inside of me I cannot bear the sun, so I close me eyes It is the perfect day to end this wretched life Give me the reason to life so that I might laugh At least I'll try in bitterness Stop the waiting, the cruel waiting for nothing All I want is to forget, finally In sleep of death I could die just like a christian I could fade away in sleep But I want to die for someone For the one who waits for me I long to be a sacrifice for the Lord My Lord of the darkest side Everyday is a perfect day, a perfect day for suicide! Deliver me from the mindless crowd When steps grow dumb behind my back Save me from their poisoned locks Harassing like daggers through my neck Here, where it's like hell to exist Only death can bring salvation Please, release me from my chains that crucify me To my eternal tribulation Here, where even my own image is spitting Where I have to hide my face Where the distress seems so endlessly In this god-forsaken place In a former time, in a long forgotten place When the masks and the faces had been identical twins. As our sanctuaries were locked to hypocritical lies Now befouled, they lay bare as they stalked in So well gisguised Suicide, sweet suicide Deepest darkness veils my eyes Suicide, sweet suicide Jet-black darkness clouds my mind Suicide, sweet suicide Deepest darkness in my heart Suicide, sweet suicide My unclean soul, I know no light