My dreams are nightmares Time could never heal This darkness inside of me No light can ever feel I carry guilt born deep within my soul I screamed into the silence But no one dared to hear The cold of solitude warms me The silence of this empty room Looking in the mirror, I see what’s left of me A spirit broken by existence, endlessly Haunted by the lies, even the ones I made Tearing myself apart to look like I was saved Where are the heavens when I need my peace? Where is the redemption I dreamed? Tonight I’ll break these chains And finally be free This silent winter freezes my mind I face the cruel truth My insignificance revealed Oh heavens, where is my salvation? Tonight may be the end of this pain You cannot escape You’ll fall with me Everything you try Will drown you in this grief Haunted by the lies, even the ones I made Tearing myself apart to look like I was saved Where are the heavens when I need my peace? Where is the redemption I dreamed? Tonight I’ll break these chains And finally be free Betrayed Indoctrinated Chained by desperation I cry for you, I bleed for us My heart is tired of devastation Hatred keeps me standing When love is long gone I am the warden I am the tormentor The last one holding on Oh my God These voices won’t let me go! I'm losing it I'm losing control! My grave is waiting, calling my name I can’t hold on I can’t hold on Haunted by the lies, even the ones I made Tearing myself apart to look like I was saved Where are the heavens when I need my peace? Where is the redemption I dreamed? If this is the ending, my heart foresaw Let the darkness take me whole Let the darkness take me whole