It's a sad party
When I'm doing my
Got me feeling like I'm dead
Yeah, having Conversations with the demons in my head
They know that I'm scared
'Cause I'm not okay
I'm behaving strange
Tryna entertain
Yeah, she don't feel sorry when I hit it on the bed
She Gon' feel sorry when the feelings end up dead
I'm stuck in my head
I know it ain't safe
I'm just caught up in my feelings
Woah, woah, woah, yeah
I know that I'm lost
Goodbye to my past
See you living in the dust
Got no company
So I'm chilling while they drown
The game isn't fun
Looking at graves that I dug
Mixing gin and juice sipping from the double cup
This reality is just getting super fuck
All the wrong ones always make it to the top
All the good ones always staying at the bottom
Yeah, we got a problem
And we gotta fix it
Sat in benihonda's
My heart feeling hollow
Smoking too much weed so now I started popping bottles
Remember how I used to be and got back in my sorrow
Do it again tomorrow
I don't wanna die now
Keep it off my back now
I don't feel the same
Keep on vibing to this song
I'm in a different lane
Up right, down left
She goes in again
I guess if we saw the same
Guess I'm never gonna change
