I woke up today after a blurry night A never ending fight And I saw you, but you weren't there You weren't there And I've failed again, I got lost in the black And cycle, an eternity Flooded, drought with emptiness You weren't there I exist without color, I wander without faith You're gone and so am I Heavy, heavy, I put it down It's empty and so am I Lower, lower Hope into hate Sadness into hate Love into hate Hate into insanity Insanity into spite, Spite! I woke up today with a hole in my fucking chest I will try, I will try And if I fail, fail once a fucking again It will be just like me, just like me Suffer just like me, yah suffer Yeah suffer, suffer Spite!