So I can see the light within I need a break now Tryin' to find some clarity I'm starting to break down On the dark side, polarity I get lost in the quiet My thoughts overload Do I suffer in silence? I'm outta control Yeah I'm friends with the enemy So that no one can hinder me From the medicine I'm gonna take I could never start over I would never be the same Maybe I am just a loner Who won't live to see another day I've tried for so long to have faith And I've prayed for someone to come and open My eyes so I can see the light within I don't think I can, now No I cannot change my tendency I'm losing the spark somehow When will I be able to relight it again? And it's dark when the fire goes out I feel numb And the silence is violent There's nowhere to run My conscience lingers in remorse I could never start over I would never be the same Maybe I am just a loner Who won't live to see another day I've tried for so long to have faith And I've prayed for someone to come and open My eyes so I can see the light within What do you expect of me? I'm not who I used to be I can't fake this anymore And if time is medicine I will overdose again We hide scars we can't, t ignore Can't ignore I could never start over 'Cause I'd never be the same Maybe I am just a loner Who won't live to see another day I've tried for so long to have faith And I've prayed for someone to come and open My eyes so I can see the light within (What do you expect of me? I'm not who I used to be I can't fake this anymore And if time is medicine I will overdose again) My eyes so I can see the light within