I can't be the waiting fault that's always in your lies And I can't be the one that falls defenseless and left behind Remember life in late September Letting go of all that You choose to lose inside your mind Yeah I find myself, I'm falling apart I'm falling away, I'm loosing control I fight myself through every bliss And every heart that you crush Well I was thinking if we could talk this could go really fast Well I see there is no motivation How about sticking my foot up your ass? Remember life in late September Letting go of all that You choose to lose inside your mind yeah I find myself, I'm falling apart I'm falling away, I'm loosing control I fight myself through every bliss And every heart that you crush My curse is life Just cannot hold on My curse is life Just can't hold on My curse for you is life And just cannot hold on And through these lies I'm falling apart I'm falling away I'm letting go I whore out the sounds Though I cannot be found This is where I would stay This is my home I turn onto you Like you weren't in my head Now I'm the ground I find myself, I'm falling apart I'm falling away, I'm loosing control I fight myself through every bliss And every heart that you crush