[STOMACH BOOK] I'm in a nightmare, please don't wake me up A blurry face through a train window is crying Secret after secret, I'm calling your bluff The worry fades in a stillborn daydream Life spent behind eyes, it's never enough So play a song on my little music box teeth Wine in my guts, there is power in the blood Oh my dear, won't you look at what you've done to me I am a house that's haunted by your love So make me hurt, maybe then I'll say im sorry Cold sallow skin just begging for your touch A dissonant chord is buzzing in my eyes What a merry way to rot (Look at me when I'm talking to you) [zombAe] You came to me a dope fiend, now we don't moshi moshi On my back your carapace all carried through the night with no sleep I never questioned it when you needed to leech up off my neck But now that payments overdue I'm turning to the repo man I need my fucking blood back, my sweat, my tears It's all mine in the first place, tax time is here "Slow down, slow down, slow down" Is all I'm hearing from your head Why you so afraid of dying? I thought you were already dead Chasing all these terrors but you fear most is my heart You’re a deer stuck in the road, charging right into a car I give you health, you crave disease, lift you to glory, claim defeat So if someone’s gonna kill you, then it might as well be me Its not enough to spit on you, got nothing left but fists to use Gave way more than my rib to you You're lillith to a fault I set up all these fucking rules They don't mean anything to you And if I didn't love you so much it'd end in assault [STOMACH BOOK] What a merry way to rot (Look at me when I'm talking to you!)