I think I'm gonna need a new disease Cause all the blood is bleeding out of me Thought I heard my body singing organ chords It was just me talking to myself of course I think I'm gonna need a new disease Cause I'm already sick of self harming Thought you heard my body singing organ chords It was just another stupid fucking metaphor You know I know What it's like to be alone Punch drunk, sick host Crawl inside and make a home Nothing special Just all that it meant to me Downward spiral Suffocating apathy I think I'm gonna need a new disease Cause I'm a mother bird regurgitating Please no fluffy feelings anymore Cause it just feels even worse when I get bored I think I'm gonna need a new disease Cause I don't know who I'm supposed to be Hope you love this silhouette I made for you Only had to cut my face apart to make some room You know I know What it's like to be alone Punch drunk, sick host Crawl inside and make a home Nothing special Just all that it meant to me Downward spiral Suffocating apathy I have enough to eat When the bugs are crawling around me Don't need your company When the bugs are crawling around me You know I know What it's like to be alone Punch drunk, sick host Crawl inside and make a home Nothing special Just all that it meant to me Downward spiral Suffocating apathy