Oh, there she goes, again Shaking her hair, all the same Though it's easy to say oh my, you look so beautiful today I'd rather let this here chance pass Moments like this will never last She grabs her cup and fakes a drink I want to ask about those years where have you been? Did you think of me? Did I make myself clear on the moment we decided to disappear? I start to stare into the crowd She asks me so, have you been around? Throughout glances and vague minds We both lost the will to ask out the why's Any chances to feel alright Are clouded by a couple in sight, I say Look at how easy they dance Like life is just a breath away what do you mean? It became so clear I can never be myself As long as you're near Now, I finally see That for you, I'm something that I will never be And therefore hard for me to manage, and honestly I'm wondering if you'd really care if suddenly I decided to disappear