They say if you make your bed You should lay in it So I've been taking my time 'cause I want to quit If I told you what I went and did It's at the tip of my tongue But I want to spit I can't make sense what I'm trying to say Please give me a minute just to bow it a certain way I'm not okay I'm scared if I showed you my heart Then you'd just push me away Or either tear me apart I deserve it every day But as I get a bit closer I feel a hand touch my shoulder And voice that says I love you, I love you anyway If I put the soap in my hands, will I wash it clean Or will the dirt be in the nails of my pride and bleed On the floor of the pews where I take a seat So maybe cover it up with a rug and see Wait, no, I'm done with hiding away I don't really get it but I'll trust you either way I'm not okay I'm scared if I showed you my heart Then you'd just push me away or either tear me apart I deserve it every day But as I get a bit closer I feel a hand touch my shoulder And voice that says I love you, I love you anyway Jesus, I lift up my hands 'cause you're the reason You see us, under your blood we can dance in freedom I'm scared but I give you my heart You didn't just push me away Or either tear me apart I deserve it every day But as I get a bit closer I feel a hand touch my shoulder And voice that says I love you, I love you anyway