Looking down at me Eye to eye your saying Forcing forcing forcing Water down my throat Spilling out, it's spilling out my mouth And you say keep it down Swallow down I wish I spit out But I couldn't stop I did what you wanted Water down my throat And you say swallow swallow Swallow it all down Looking down at me I swallow and you smile back at me Yeah you smiled back at me Yeah you smiled back at me I see it in my dreams Every night your smile haunts me Am I above flesh and blood? What if I just wanna be loved But that's not gonna happen If I keep letting people like you in (you in) Don't treat me like a human It gets my feelings all confusing I'm just disillusioned to compliments and wishful thinking And maybe I was wrong and you really meant it all But it's hard to trust your intentions aren't false I wanna believe you but it's hard to know when the past has happened I'm sorry I can't open up but I've opened it and it's fucked me up Clearly there's something wrong And I'm trying to know what Why do you want to hurt me And why do I let it you Do it over and over and over and over again I couldn't stop you even if I tried to Do it over and over and over and over again You love the part where I give up and let You take anything you want Cause that's how I can prove my love to you A love that has no bounds So I can't speak up Cause you're always the victim Looking down at me Eye to eye your saying Forcing forcing forcing Water down my throat Spilling out, it's spilling out my mouth And you say keep it down Swallow down I wish I spit out But I couldn't stop I did what you wanted Water down my throat And you say swallow swallow Swallow it all down Looking down at me I swallow and you smile back at me Yeah you smiled back at me Yeah you smiled back at me I see it in my dreams Every night your smile haunts me