Don't look at me I'm not what you want to see Always afraid of being me Don't act like me My emotions Are concieved Programmed daily by an innocent dreams Don't act like me Trapped in reality In a blink I feel I could not be I could not be, I could not be Thirty to forty hits a week Is way too much stuff for me Now when I go to bed at night I gotta leave on the light I don't know when And I don't know why I'm just trying to Sustain this high I don't know when And I don't know why I'm just trying to Sustain this high I don't know when And I don't know why I'm just trying to Sustain this high I don't know when And I don't know why I'm just trying to Sustain this high