Twenty days of cigarettes Now my days are to forget I don't act in the way that I used to I know that I will get used to this Hold my hands out, count regrets Shouldn't you stand to hold me instead? Can somebody lend me a prayer? 'Cause I'm running out of faith Counting the days till my heart gets sober How many nights till I get you out of my veins? And blow out the flame I wish I never met you Darkest time I've been through Running to be safe But I would run back into you And if I never met you I wouldn't have lost my soul too I regret everything since that cold October night I wish I never met you Thirty days of cigarettes In the mirror it's as clear as it gets Baby I love me better Oh I could get used to this Everybody's showing up for me Hear the same me, real love adore me It's crazy to finally catch my breath Move in a different way Counting the days till my heart gets sober How many nights till I get you out of my veins? And blow out the flame I wish I never met you Darkest time I've been through Running to be safe But I would run back into you And if I never met you I wouldn't have lost my soul too I regret everything since that cold October night I wish I never met you And when the night gets so cold You'll be alone The golden hour's over I wish I never met you Darkest time I've been through And if I never met you I wouldn't have lost my soul too I regret everything since that cold October night I wish I never met you