I couldn't see your face Seemed like you're hiding in your hiding place Both my eyes open, I want your touch I couldn't brace myself enough Did you just come around so that you could hurt me? Put my trust in you and you just desert me Took me a while just to find myself Starting to think that you never deserved me Try to love myself but I'm still learning I couldn't love you the way you want Why didn't I tell you when you were here? Face down in my bed with no one near I could of sworn that I heard your voice Your scent in my pillow and my blankets too Why the fuck did you think you could just hurt me? Saw myself in you and you just desert me Took me a while just to figure out myself Now I know that you never deserved me Try to forgive myself but I'm still learning You couldn't love me the way I want