Staring at my phone screen Trying to ignore things Baby, am I comatose? Lost me at the party Before it even started Maybe I'm just someone's ghost I've been tryna reach you Can't you hear me calling out? Hate to say I need you But it's the only thing that helps right now I want you to hurt me badly I want you to make me cry I want you to love me madly Anything to feel alive I want you to I want you to No hero here to save me 'Cause I'm the one that plays that part No God that I can pray to I've never tried to play that card 'Cause I'm young I'm aimless Numb Feeling painless Somebody wake me up 'Cause I hate this I hate this I want you to hurt me badly I want you to make me cry I want you to love me madly Anything to feel alive I want you to I want you to I've been tryna reach you Can't you hear me calling out? Hate to say I need you But it's the only thing that helps right now 'Cause I want you to I want you to I want you I want you to I want you to