Like a ghost Chasing tail lights home I am all Your dead past Taking what I can get We're a failed suicide pact I fell all the way down And you took a step back You're the fly In my head Speak decisions in my ear I hadn't thought of yet Mother's child Last to feed Leave me scrambling before you leave me be We're a failed suicide pact I sunk all the way down You took a deep breath I'm not lost But I'm not loved I was all I made myself And I won't play along I'm not lost But I'm not loved I was all I made myself And I won't play along