I drive around the bend In my childhood neighborhood I think of how it ends And I don't feel so good I love all of my friends I wish I was kinder I know one day it'll end But I miss how things were What am I doing? What am I waiting for? I feel too much all the time Overwhelmed to be alive I wish that I could mend All of the problems I've caused I know how this stuff ends I'll always call my mom I have a lot to give And I never receive Sometimes I wish it'd end And that you could see right through me What am I doing? What am I waiting for? I feel too much all the time Overwhelmed to be alive I don't wanna say bye I don't wanna say bye I don't wanna say goodbye I don't wanna say bye I drive around again And I try to choke it down I think of how it ends