Call it self-medicating Ill take whatever works It cancels out the pain I feel It takes away the hurt Excuse me while I pack a bowl And disappear for hours At least there’s something keeping me from crying in the shower I'm numb but that's alright Got off ssris And I can finally get Some fucking sleep at night Ever since I realized I don’t cry when I'm high I don’t wake up feeling like I'm gonna die Every time that our memories pop up in my fucking mind I don't mind if I smoke away your taste I don’t cry when I'm high I don’t cry when I'm high But really can you blame me You hurt me super bad I bet you just expected me to mope around all sad Thank God I found a method Something to make it better And now I can’t remember just how long we were together I'm numb but that's alright Got off SSRIs And I can finally get Some fucking sleep at night Ever since I realized I don't cry when I'm high I don’t wake up feeling like I'm gonna die Every time that our memories pop up in my fucking mind I don't mind if I smoke away your taste I don’t cry when I'm high I don’t cry when I'm high I don't cry when I'm high I don’t wake up feeling like I'm gonna die Every time that our memories pop up in my fucking mind I don't mind if I smoke away your taste I don’t cry when I'm high I don’t cry when I'm high