Yikes! No one should read this But it must be said I'm not a big man, no big thoughts, no reruns I was kept like a sponge in a box, and a corner was split That is what it's like to die So I choked in a puddle of my pain until I soaked up all the red Then, I traced the outer line -Seduced to birth out a divide So if you need a reason to hate, look up to me And maybe someday, you'll find it And if you need a reason to murder, look up to me And maybe someday, I'll help you out, bitch This elixir ought to be packed under a swamp in Cancun And locked up swallowed by a crocodile Miles from civilization I make shit (mix it up) up all the time Like to levitate truth in my mind Like to make you root against me You can't trust the judgment Of the simple-minded criminal that's me Never meant to say it out loud Yikes! But if you need a reason to hate, look up to me And maybe someday, you'll find it And if you need a reason to murder, look up to me And maybe someday, I'll help you out Maybe someday, you'll find the pitfall Fell down a concrete staircase until she broke her spine And some may call me a hero, but I've been jaded ‘Cause I know Ever since then, I had been her pet She don't think it be like that But it do And that's a cold fact Gelid, like a winter cheek Well, things ain't what they used to be She got gone And that's something that I can't forgive I can't forgive that There is no compromise No one should ever know just how tight it tugged