I can't stay away Those fucking feelings They remain Losing everyday Doing some coke to stay awake Yeah, I've hurt myself again Punched me right into my face Just to feel something I can't feel fucking nothing Baby, can you hear? I can't feel like I existe Been trying not to lose my shit But happens all the time, everyday, every week Aaah, been trying to find something to stay alive Losing all my fuckin' mind Smoke some joints, maybe I survive Aaah, tell me that you'll save me from all of that Aaah, maybe all was better if I was dead