I don't make the rules I'm just here facing all my fucking fears in the name of you Engineered to sit back and watch you steer for a game or two Do my best to let you know I'm where it's all at Act like I don't know you're lyin' cause you like that Make a scene then fuckin leave just to come right back How you do it, how you do it, keep me sidetracked How you do it, how you do it, keep me sidetracked How you do it, how you do it? It's time to face it You love the way you do me It's intoxicating How your toxic traits consume me You love the chase You love the way I lose me When I'm all wrapped up in you When there's nothing I can do My perfect lover I love you but you love her Dispersed and smothered Will I recover It's just shades of blue As I try to get away from you As I try to strip away the truth Will I recover? I wish that I could tug on your heart make you miss me bad But it's much too late She's taken up the space in your mind over what we had See it on your face This is what you get when you miss and ignore the flags A heart that breaks But if there was a way in the world I could get you back I would get you back My perfect lover I love you but you love her Dispersed and smothered Will I recover? My perfect lover My perfect lover