I am always pushing people out my life Sometimes I don't want to, but I do it all the time 'Cause no ones understaind, that I need my space I've been walking all alone trying to find my place But memories they hunt me everywhere I go People try to hit phone but I don't wanna know I am try to avoid all voices in my head They're coming to complain evreytime I go to the bed I am over my head these days I've been over my head, I am over my head I've been on the edge with a blade rigth in my hands Talking to myself 'cause I don't comprehend Why this memories never leave me alone Should I cut my wrist or do I play my songs? I can't stop of asking, will this ever left me? Will this ever left me? Will this ever left me? Will this ever left me? I still want die but I pray that I will get through this 'Cause she need me in her life, I've been learnig how to cope this I don't want to waste my time, living on my past 'Cause life is flyin by, yeah life is goin' fast Maybe I just gotta move on gotta find my pace When I dwell on givin up I remember of your face Hold on to my dreams the ones I have to chase I pray that I'll be good, I migth just find a way But I'm over my head these days I've been over my head, I am over my head I've been on the edge with a blade rigth in my hands Talking to myself 'cause I don't comprehend Why this memories never leave me alone Should I cut my wrist or do I play my songs? I can't stop of asking, will this ever left me? Will this ever left me? Will this ever left me? Will this ever left me?