I wanted to drive my car right off the road Thank God I had the willpower To tell myself: No 'Cause all of the tension outside is driving me mad Everyone's fucking fighting and it's making me sad Maybe I've shed more than a few tears Am I still who I was last year? Hate to break it to you I think that I lied It's been a few months I'm dying inside Hey, whatever that's just how it goes I guess I'll put on a hell of a show Hate to be the bearer of more bad news Been at war with my body But you'd never know the truth 'Cause, hey, whatever that's just how it goes I guess I'll put on a hell of a show Set the scene and the stage lights Faked it once, I can fake it twice My best friend stole all of my money And I laughed it off like it was funny Drown my sorrows in sarcasm then cry alone in bed Tell everyone that I'm fine but damn I think I'm still depressed Vic said I should still take my medicine I tried it and I didn't get better, yeah Hate to break it to you I think that I lied It's been a few months I'm dying inside Hey, whatever that's just how it goes I guess I'll put on a hell of a show Hate to be the bearer of more bad news Been at war with my body But you'd never know the truth 'Cause, hey, whatever that's just how it goes I guess I'll put on a hell of a show Hell of a show La, la, la, la, la, la I know, I know Hate to break it to you I think that I lied It's been a few months I'm dying inside Hey, whatever that's just how it goes I guess I'll put on a hell of a show