I don't know if I'm scared to die Or if I'm scared of not succeeding I know I can't justify Why my thoughts can be misleading Feel like I'm living on a lie I'm not ever getting closure So fed up of getting high But I don't like things when I'm sober I'm losing sight, I'm losing touch I think too fast, I feel to much Now I'm having trouble Coping with everything That's running through my head and I'm not listening To any advice that I'm given I can't stop overthinking You know I've had no sleep in a week and I don't think I'll make it through this I've been taking life for granted (everything just feels too much) They say to look on the brightside (the brightside's been out of touch) And I don't wanna face life But I guess I'm too scared to die And I'll run at it full pace But I don't think I'll make it through this And I'm so ovеr being tired And I'm so tired of gеtting sick I'm so sick of getting upset Why can't I just get a grip? Get a grip I'm letting go I'm falling fast I'm bleeding slow Now I'm having trouble Coping with everything That’s running through my head and I'm not listening To any advice that I'm given I can't stop overthinking You know I've had no sleep in a week and I don't think I’ll make it through this I've been taking life for granted (everything just feels too much) They say to look on the brightside (the brightside's been out of touch) And I don't wanna face life But I guess I'm too scared to die And I'll put on a brave face But I don't think I’ll make it through this Wasn't ready for the future 'Cause I didn't think I'd make it there Now my friends are getting married And I keep on finding new grey hairs Did I fuck it up? Did I miss it all? 'Cause I keep on feeling unprepared No, I wasn't ready Wasn’t ready for the future 'Cause I didn't think I'd make it there Now my friends are getting married And I keep on finding new grey hairs Did I fuck it up? Did I miss it all? Did I fuck it up? Did I miss it all? Did I fuck it up? Did I miss it all? Did I fuck it up? Did I miss it all? Wasn't ready for the future 'Cause I didn't think I'd make it there Now my friends are getting married And I keep on finding new grey hairs I've been taking life for granted (everything just feels too much) They say to look on the brightside (the brightside's been out of touch) Wasn’t ready for the future 'Cause I didn't think I'd make it there Now my friends are getting married And I keep on finding new grey hairs I've been taking life for granted (everything just feels too much) They say to look on the brightside (the brightside's been out of touch) Paint over every mistake The brightside’s been out of touch