And she lays down On her bedroom floor The chemicals that make her laugh Don't seem to be working anymore She tries her best But it hurts her chest And even though her Sun is gone She'd like to love her child nevertheless My hair is brown She's scared to touch And she just wants to feel something And I don't think that's asking for too much And when I go to sleep It's when she begins to weep She's appalled by not loving me at all She wears a frown and dressing gown When she lays down We got a plane Oh, to see my dad again She prayed that we'd fall from the sky Simply to alleviate the pain Over water Over terrain The engines all go bust, we turned to dust And I've no reason to complain, yeah And in the end, she chose cocaine But it couldn't fix her brain She's appalled, oh, she doesn't love me at all She wears a frown and dressing gown When she lays down That was it