My heart, my gut desires the Impossible It shrivels up in shame The heaviest screams I know Are the one that stay inside 'Cause I'm not allowed to want you Body trapped in amber Like an insect I haven’t finished Finished waiting Body trapped in amber Like an insect I haven’t finished Finished hoping My heart, my gut desires the Unfathomable It’s splitting out in pain My heart, my gut is yearning The unspeakable I shudder The heaviest screams I know Are the ones I keep on top 'Cause I'm not allowed to need you The most inane lie I’ve known Is the one that I am living I try to fight the ache I’ll be spelling out your name Till it’s raining dying embers I’ll be hiding it deep inside Till my bones are lying naked Till my Till my bones lie there naked Till my Till my bones lie there naked