I'm as tired as a flame under a rocket I once knew you by a name nobody called you yet I remain stuck in secrets that I've spoken Cherished things wrapped in paper still come broken, broken If it were to wear me out Would it make you nervous how All the colors change to gray You were never proud of me But I gave it all I had Guess it's time to take it back Now I let the colors bleed You were never proud of me I still taste you on my mouth just as you promised I'm a robin in a drought that found a running faucet I remain with the people that I've chosen Cherished things put in boxes I don't open open If it were to wear me out Would it make you nervous how All the colors change to gray You were never proud of me But I gave it all I had Guess it's time to take it back Now I let the colors bleed You were never proud of me Isn't there a way I could just stop the planet from spinning for one more day It's insane to try and replicate you I put my best foot forward and wind up in the wrong place I'm amazed with how I decorate you I could I could I could hold a space for you I can keep the pace for you I hate living in routine, I hate the promise I hate staring at a screen I need a project Honestly I hate all the people that I've chosen Damaged things I still care for with devotion