When I saw you in Seattle, I was caught in a rat maze I tried to pick a corner and call it home And no rush of blood was enough To get my brain unstuck I can't wait to show you the 1% better I got I think they run seminars about my relapse I know you're doing okay I don't think the Moon awaits It's all comin' back to me now After-lifer sulphur dragging me down The words are written on the back of my eyelids You make me uncomfortable And I don't wanna see you in Heaven In Heaven In Heaven In Heaven This was supposed be to be different I had a million dreams, I had a thousand visions This was supposed to be ours I hold it in my fist and savor the last of it Now you can go make her a mother You never revolve around your lover, oh This was supposed be to be different I had a million dreams, I had a thousand visions This was supposed to be ours I hold it in my fist and savor the last of it, yeah This was supposed be to be different I had a million dreams, I had a thousand visions, yeah Now you can go make her a mother Yeah, you never revolve around your lover, oh It's all comin' back to me now Bends gave me some truth and it's hard to discount How some people are nightmares together But it's only felt when apart So I don't wanna see you in Heaven In Heaven In Heaven In Heaven In Heaven