Last night I dreamt that you moved on without me Husband, kids, house, the works All recited on a player piano I could never seem to find the right notes Military-grade memories in a cab ride The Masonic lodge menagerie was Karma chained Around Joshua tree Craving any thrill with smell-o-vision citrus But the roots were revealed to be my pale veins A dying star with inexplicit contenders I felt contorted into Sunday school shapes Could I get a rainbow sign? Something to remember you by? With more intricate animal parts 2x2, doom and gloom Any minute now, she'll deplane from Somewhere where I hate myself So if it's all the same to you I think I'll just get fucked instead Front door, new lock, same key For anyone but me it wouldn't be this easy Star Baby, is your heart full now? Nuclear in a modest house “Pretending to do man things, pussy” When the applause light breaks Who cries at your lines? Standing ovation's gone, but I can be replaced Embarrassment chained by optimism White picket fence in the fireplace What's rotten, but chews to the core? All the weddings of people I wrote songs for I'd take back every word just to be invited C-List on a dose of resentment Buccaneered by the lowest of content Fuck like a beast on a scheduled Sex night Today's Tom Sawyer he needs Adderall The perforation ends Call me at midnight I wanna take it back I never meant it, but I take years off my life Trying not to think of our time as wasted I never meant it, I don't want it (Inverted, the outside looking in) (I wanna take it back, forever take it back) When the applause light breaks Who cries at your lines? Standing ovation's gone, but I can be replaced Embarrassment chained by optimism White picket fence in the fireplace The perforation ends And you call me at midnight Operator Operetta Operator Operetta