Said at 29 that she would lose it 30's just a number that confuses Not even 25 but she refuses Indulge in her friend's substance abuses Live a little longer go the distance Worry about the future and existence Holding onto nothing is resistance When all you do is sway towards where the wind is I bet you'll lose some sleep before you lose your mind You're getting closer bags under your eyes Sometimes I forget why it is we even try To get somewhere that feels so far down the line Heaven is a notion and we missed it Won't apologize for this opinion The entitlement to be indifferent Now a generations scared of public places Believing miracles is no religion Don't matter what you take it's what you're giving Nobodys gonna question how we're living When generosity ends after Christmas I know it's second nature to Feels like we run with scissors But don't forget rock and paper And for that I knew you better