I'm at a loss for words so I'm Digging for gold like a miner Still on the crusted earth but the further I go it won't get brighter The only rope I trust to get out of the hole is giving me tug burn With the thanks I get I guess I persist as my world's designer How can I still trust my impulse It's 5050 every time I gotta lose some ego Before I lose my mind I swear I've once seen you Someone that I once knew But I can't make a face It's just a blank canvas And I will paint on it With my imagination It will be a monument What my head created How can I still trust my impulse It's 5050 every time I gotta lose some ego Before I lose my mind I dreamed that I once won Wide eyed dialation Revisit my old house Don't know what street I'm on It's funny how we change And how we celebrate Small things that disappear Into a new frontier