My head has thoughts What a ridiculous place to start She said, "Well, how about my chest? Or more specifically my heart" Whenever I'm alone or feeling lonely I pretend I can play the drums inside my head And I am good They love these songs They love my songs But I am not a dirty God And I don't have a dirty body And I am alone only half of the time The other half, I am only hiding And she was getting high Yeah, she was smoking pot I'm pretty sure I am the only guy she's hooked up with tonight But probably, oh, probably not Who did I think I was? Who did I think that I could be? Oh, how dare me Oh, how dare me And there's a voice in the back of my head In the back of my head says, "Let him be Just let him be happy" I'm gonna go crazy I am the water In the puddle in the shade of a tree When I freeze over, you are the sun, you cannot touch me And the tree feels bad I can tell by the way that it felt But it still won't move So the ice won't melt No, it still won't move So the ice won't melt But I am not a dirty God I don't have a dirty body And I am alone only half of the time The other half, I am only hiding Keep my body alive Keep my arms reaching out towards anyone But I am not a dirty God And I don't have a dirty body And I am alone only half of the time The other half, I am only hiding And we were getting high And I was smoking pot I'm pretty sure I am the only guy she's hooked up with tonight But probably, probably not