I close my eyes and I'm there Blood on my hands and a lifeless stare Opening the box a thousand times Knowing what's coming, but still looking inside I don't remember doing it, but I know what I did Like my body take over while my mind went and hid The ghost of what happened are haunting me still Won't leave me alone and they never will Opening the box to see what's inside Is it me or my monsters that I can't seem to hide? They're climbing out, can't hold them in The monsters are raging, the monsters within (The monsters within) I hear your voice and I'm there Blood on my hands and a lifeless stare I can't explain it or make you understand It's buried beneath the surface, just under the sand That I remember doing it, but I know what I did Like the monsters take over while my mind went and hid The ghost of what happened are haunting me still Won't leave me alone and they never will Opening the box to see what's inside Is it me or my monsters that I can't seem to hide? They're climbing out, can't hold them in The monsters are raging, the monsters within I smell that smell, I'm back there Blood on my hands and a lifeless stare I can't stand the memories or the sounds of the screams Dreading the darkness because I can't stop the dreams I don't remember doing it, but I know what I did I let the monsters take over while my mind went and hid The ghost of what happened are haunting me still Won't leave me alone and they never will Opening the box to see what's inside Is it me or my monsters that I can't seem to hide? They're climbing out, can't hold them in The monsters are raging, the monsters within The hardest part is being alone Knowing the strange me and this isn't my home I don't deserve justice, I don't deserve peace My skin always crawling with the monsters beneath I close my eyes and I'm there Blood on my hands and a lifeless stare Opening that box a thousand times Knowing what's coming, but still looking inside