Need you to shake me Say wake up from this bad dream It's becoming more clear You're not the best for me But a day without you makes me wanna scream I haven't been myself in a long long time I let myself believe I could stop it on a dime I stay awake until I've burned my eyes And I'm alright I'm not alright Seemed like a good life Surrendering to something new It was never enough Pouring me into you But you wrung me out until I saw the truth I haven't been myself in a long long time I let myself believe I could stop it on a dime I stay awake until I've burned my eyes And I'm alright I'm not alright