Crowds around me but I feel the same Lights in my face but they burn like flame Trying to escape what I can't explain Running from the noise in my own brain TV in my house always plays one chain Talking 'bout the ways you can heal the pain Static in the room like a cold drain Feels like everything circles back again People all around, but I dissociate Heartbeat in my chest goin' over rate Tryna keep it cool but I can't translate Every single thought that I can't create That I can't create I sip another drink but it don't hit right Feels like I'm pretending through the whole damn night Laughing with a crowd that's far too bright Hiding every truth that's out of sight (out of sight) Bodies moving close but I'm miles away Thinking 'bout the things I never say Smiling at the ground so they don't see me away Hoping no one asks if I'm okay I'm dancing in a crowded room But I'm fading like a ghost in bloom Hands up in the air but I feel the weight Everyone around moving at one rate Wish I could align but it's far too late Caught between the fear and the pressure plate Shadows on the floor keep me company Echoes of my thoughts tryna slowed me Smiling for the crowd so they won't agree That I'm slipping underneath quietly I'm dancing (hands up in the air but I feel the weight) In a crowded room (everyone around moving at one rate) But I'm fading (is a new life, is a new life) Like a ghost in bloom I keep walking through the night just to feel the ground I keep walking through the night just to feel the ground I keep walking through the night just to feel the ground Fake energy in my voice so I don't break down Every laugh around me feels like background sound And my smile's just a mask that I stitched too loud All these conversations pull me out of place Everybody dancing while I hide my face Trying not to crumble under all this weight Hoping no one sees the cracks I can't erase Hoping no one sees the cracks I can't erase 'Cause I've been stitching up the silence just to fill the space Every step that I take feels like I'm out of place Like I'm running from a life I never learned to face I'm dancing in a crowded room (in a crowded room I fade) But I'm fading like a ghost in bloom Like a ghost in bloom Like a ghost in bloom