Every time I turn back to pretend I misheard the lie I see that crooked smile in the corner of my blinded eyes What was I thinking when this ignorant tyrant type of speaking Seemed to be enough to deliberately stop my damn instincts Yet it consumes me Pursues me Endearing How can I stop it Avoid it Control it When the sirens ring and distance is calling I see myself burning The misery peaks I fade away What’s the foundation for your so called wisdom I cannot dig deep enough Since the panic of exposure Makes the soil concrete hard Why was I daring to ask Eternal silence will last I tried to embrace the quiet But it felt so fucking violent Where the glances once used to meet Is now a distance that I cannot reach And yet it consumes me Pursues me Endearing How can I stop it Avoid it Control it When the sirens ring and distance is calling I see myself burning The misery peaks I fade away There is a barrier that no one of us wants to climb And still we get the taste of this bittersweet defiance I cannot stand this silence Now it's time to deny it I can't take it The sirens ring and distance is calling Sometimes it might be best to ignore it And stand the fuck up for yourself Get this shit out of your damn head When the sirens ring and distance is calling I back out and see myself burning The misery peaks I fade away (The sirens ring) The distance is calling (It‘s calling calling) I see myself burning (I‘m burning burning) The misery peaks I fade away