Prison of my own design Windows flooding, natural light Every ceiling to the sky Keeping all my feelings inside Checkered floor, wallpaper stripes Marble counters, black and white Cold and empty all the time No one hears me crying at night I don't if I'm lonely or only alone I don't if I'm lonely or only alone Nowhere else I can go when I'm already home I'm lying to myself to make it feel okay Lying to myself to carry on this way Dedicate every day Always and forever Lying here together In this bed I made