I don't feel youthful And I don't feel sad I don't fuck with these pills anymore But these days move so fast And I'm starting to notice the ones I held closest, take more than what they give back Yeah, I used to seek violence But now I use silence as my proper means for attack I don't need anything Took a lot of time, but I'm not complaining Took a lot of paranoia moving through the stages Every single time, I get the feeling that I'm breaking Think about another time when I was fucking nameless Mark my words, this healing comes with separation When you get this deep, the feel comes with desperation Beat me down, rip my heart in two There's nothing that you can take I know it's true So let me be, I'll wear my scars Tread this road till I've gone too far Left in piece, kept in parts Burned this life for the next to start So let me be 'Cus I'm dying to live And I'm sick from the noise I'll make my way through all that I have to 'Cus I'm dying to live And I've been through the void And I'll celebrate the fact that I have proof A state of mind I'd never tried And I know that it's all my fault To justify the darkest times Means you never had control It means you never had control