It all make sense now i've calmed down I should've seen it coming for miles down the road But at the times we never think That it might have been ourselves to blame at all you'll shudder and beat your chest but you'll never warm yourself up believe me Where were you, i'd made it thru but only god can judge me now i hope he's in Why do hearts break when we are on our own Just when you need to pump the life back in yourself Why do earthquakes happen miles away When i only want the open ground to swallow me Who told you i'd not come thru before i could speak to you in my defence Who made you the righteous ones When i had only turned around for half an hour Why do Chalk lines tell an empty tale Surely it's bad enough to end up on the floor And you can scratch you chin and think you understand but how can you know what's going on inside my head Myabe i'm better off alive and in my bed