Slowly I'm pullin' out of this, it holds me But imma take a second look 'Cause I know that the problems are fake And I know that the moment I wake They'll be gone, I'll be all okay And I'm a part of you, the way you wish I was I'm only cynical 'Cause that's the way y'all brought me up And I don't know where I should go So don't follow me You won't make it home and Silent on my own and the thoughts feel heavy I've been here before But it somehow feels brand new What am I supposed to do? Been waitin' here a while come fix this Broke the rules now it's all so different So they say So they say But we can't hear 'em Everybody know you're so dismissive Run your mouth but you just won't listen So they say So they say But we can't hear 'em I've been havin' low days, high days Often im feeling sideways Lost track of the times they said I was off my mind I'm sorry If I take this too far Over and over they say (What) They would do different but they (Must) Think that my vision is blurred but it isn't We did what they didn't So they can just (Get out) Go back up and (Head out) Quiet all alone when the thoughts get heavy I've been here before But it somehow feels brand new What am I supposed to do? Been waitin' here a while come fix this Broke the rules now it's all so different So they say So they say But we can't hear 'em Everybody know you're so dismissive Run your mouth but you just won't listen So they say So they say But we can't hear 'em Silent on my own and the thoughts feel heavy I've been here before But it somehow feels brand new What am I supposed to do? Hide behind it all 'til my eyes fell steady I've been here before But it somehow feels brand new What am I supposed to do? Been waitin' here a while come fix this Broke the rules now it's all so different So they say So they say But we can't hear 'em