Deciding what is wrong and right Thinking about my life I don't know what to expect In the middle of the night Decisions I made Trying to forget What I’ve done wrong Apologizing with no control Countless thoughts Inside my head Suffocating me While I'm trying to escape Nothing is gonna be The same again What I did is always Chasing me All hope is already gone Countless thoughts Inside my head Suffocating me While I'm trying to escape Now what is left Lives far away from me A black hole Replaced my being In the middle of the night