I think I'm going blind Oh, I can see the signs I feel it coming, I feel it coming I hope you close my eyes When I run out of time Can't keep on running I keep it coming I wish to see this end I played it out in my head Catastrophically obsessed It makes me wanna rip my heart out of my chest 'cause I just see death in what is beautiful And all the funerals (ah, ah ah) Everyone's blissfully delusional But I deprive myself like it's a ritual Ignoring my prescription I found my addiction Now I'm not eating And I'm not sleeping My mind is playing fiction A curse of my existence Hyperfixation No medication Stops me from callin' this in Light the candles on my bed Bracing for the world to end It makes me wanna rip my hair out of my head 'cause I just see death in what is beautiful And all the funerals (ah, ah ah) Everyone's blissfully delusional But I deprive myself like it's a ritual (I'm running, running, running, running from nothing) I just see death in what is beautiful And all the funerals (ah, ah ah) Everyone's blissfully delusional But I deprive myself like it's a ritual (I'm running, running, running, running from nothing) But I deprive myself like it's a ritual (I'm running, running, running, running from nothing) But I deprive myself like it's a ritual