if you're not here now, then i might as well fake my death no other day i'll walk in my funeral, disguised as someone else and see what you people got to say cuz im going to hell, just got to know first with me dead will you be off the curse you say i put you in, that's just your opinion i know i gave you the best that i had it seems you're doing fine, maybe you were right the worlds a better place without my face im doing it for real, here it goes again this time the knife won't miss