You know, and there was like this little island thing And I went swimming in my dress You know, I was barefoot and everything But I went swimming in my dress and all my jewelry For some reason, I had this thing And the water was so warm, you know, like around me and everything And it felt, and the colors Because it was just on this tight island in the distance There was this kind of white church And I was trying to swim to this island And I was sure that I was almost walking on the water It felt like, because I was kind of floating And I mean, luckily, I kind of woke up for a sec I'd probably be dead, it was that sensual Because I couldn't almost, it felt so good That I thought, well, I could die right here You know, and I'm having this aesthetic Not aesthetic, ecstatic experience, you know In a religiously ecstatic and sensual It felt so good, you know And then I thought, wait a minute, if people die Because I heard some music coming from It was like The Birdie Song or something Coming from the pier, and I realized, you know What was happening, and I was drunk, and it was night You know, and it was a religious experience And I'm gonna drown, and got the fuck out And that was beautiful