Tell me how many times I swore I'd change Reach out my hands and try to hold onto fate I aimed for heaven, but I hit the ground And all my choices keep circling around I'm just a body carried by a breath A heart that's beating for something left I wish I knew what I'm supposed to be Instead of drowning in the parts I hate in me I tried to outrun all the years I've wasted But time holds tighter than the dreams I've chased I could be better But I'm still learning how to fight my own reflection I could be stronger But some days I break beneath the weight of my intentions I don't know the answers I don't know the road ahead But I know I've been here before And I won't let it end like this How many times did I walk away Pretend the fear was just another phase? How many nights did I blame the world For the things I lost and the things that hurt? Truth is, I built too many roads Just to turn around before I'd grown I watched the sunrise through broken glass Thinking someday this moment would last And every chance I never took still haunts me Echoes of the days I swore I'd change I could be better But I'm still learning how to fight my own reflection I could be stronger But some days I break beneath the weight of my intentions I don't know the answers I don't know the road ahead But I know I've been here before And I won't let it end like this This life is fragile, this soul is frayed But I'm still breathing through my mistakes And maybe hope is just another scar But even scars can guide you in the dark I could be better I'm not afraid to face the truth I keep avoiding I could be stronger I'm done pretending that the past is still controlling I don't have the answers But I'm done being less than this And I know I've fallen before But this time, I'll rise again I could be better I'm trying I'm trying