I'm aware it's a little messed up but it feels like it's all eyes on me And I can't help but question myself, full of fear but somehow still empty First I must confess I forever second guess my every decision and where they might lead And I can't help but hold myself back but at least there's someone holding me But when I see you I'm filled with curiosity From your serenity No hesitation, it seems so pure A celebration, yeah you're what I'm looking for Too much time wondering if they would approve But it seems like so much fun, so I might try being a freak like you Seems like so much fun, so I might try being a freak like you You make me jealous, see? The way that you're yourself gives me jealousy I see a spark in you that dims the fear in me And it's come to light that it's not out of reach I'm moving slow but I'm making the steps to be No longer incomplete No hesitation, it seems so pure A celebration, yeah you're what I'm looking for Too much time wondering if they would approve But it seems like so much fun, so I might try being a freak like- Can't stop now 'cause it feels so right, knowing I've got nothing left to prove Leave the past behind it's the start of something new 'Cause it seems like so much fun so I might try being a freak like you, a freak like you Seems like so much fun, so I might try being a freak like- Hold on to comfort The more I push, the more it drags me deep inside I overthink what you find so easy, I'm paralysed and you have so much feeling This envy hurts so I need to learn to let go No hesitation, it seems so pure A celebration, yeah you're what I'm looking for Can't stop now 'cause it feels so right, knowing I've got nothing left to prove Leave the past behind it's the start of something new 'Cause it seems like so much fun so I might try being a freak like Seems like so much fun, so I might try being a freak like you There's this ache in me, I'm not satisfied with who I used to be So I'm gonna be a freak like you, a freak like you! I know I'm not broken But every time I see you it's like- I'm being mended Such a saviour, so I wanna be a freak like you