I am lost in this maze A path unknown Wandering through the valley made out of fire and smoke With Every step I take a the weight I carry pushes me down I am so sick and tired but I must carry one What have I done what have I done I need the strength to return home Father please help me Give me a sign All of my efforts are in vain It seems I've lost all hope The path I must wander It scares me It fucking scares me The shadows loom The air thick with dread And I am wondering Deeper I delve Into the abyss Through the circles of hell In darkness I linger Deeper I descend Into the unknown Through the circles of hell on my own All on my own Crawling through mud and tears There's blood on my hands There's blood on my hands I need to face my fears There's blood on my hands There's blood on my hands The longer I try The harder it gets Filling my mind with more regrets Don't hold me back I can't stop now Just wait for me I will return I plead and beg for forgiveness For all of my sins that you had to witness Hate me Burn me Rape me Kill me Church bells and choires call for me I've reached beyond life and death Wandered through hell and back Payed back all of my sins Just to feel again