Get me the fuck out of here I cannot breathe Too many memories Reminding me of misery I've tried everything To numb the fucking pain To heal a wound that keeps getting ripped open I've been here long enough To know I'll never belong Somehow life is standing still but keeps spinning out of control Been here long enough To know I'll never belong So what am I supposed to feel When my entire life is crashing down on me Do I smile and wave, do I pray for change Or do I put a fucking bullet in my brain? So what am I supposed to feel When my entire life is crashing down on me Do I smile and wave, do I pray for change Or do I put a fucking bullet in my brain? I swear to God, every time I close my eyes I want to die And what keeps me alive is to fantasize About falling asleep but not waking up I'm sorry, I just had to let it out