Hello, my name is Tiffany It is 8:32PM, January 29th, 2021 And tomorrow Is my 21st birthday I don't really know why I made this voice recording I just, kinda wanted to document how I'm feeling right now in life and It's just not good People tell me, like that's a normal thing you know To like be struggling with loneliness Every human goes through, like existential loneliness Your feelings are normal and I'm just like Then why do I feel like I'm going insane? I'm supposed to be happy that I'm turning 21 tomorrow But I'm not happy and then I just try to tell myself You know what, It's all in the head It doesn't matter 'cause everyone's unhappy It's always fun yeah, It's always fun It's always fun, It's what I tell myself Have lots of fun, yeah, It's always fun It's always fun, It's what I tell myself It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun I'm always fun, It's what I tell myself It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun I get too sick staring at the TV Trust me I can handle myself I'd never ask you for help And no one, no one, no one, no one cares like I do I feel like running away from me I think I can handle myself 'Cause everybody's in hell And no one, no one, no one, no one cares like I do Somebody's always got it worse And I don't think that I'm really hurt enough to Act like It's a big deal Even though it makes sense It's always fun yeah, It's always fun It's always fun, It's what I tell myself Have lots of fun, yeah, It's always fun It's always fun, It's what I tell myself It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun I'm always fun, It's what I tell myself It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun I'm always fun I get a rush I give a fuck When I'm in front all my best friends I think too much We're out of touch never enough Feel guilty for all my problems Wish there were moments I'm invincible, yeah I'm so damn sorry being cynical But I'm always fun yeah I promise (yeah I promise I-) Somebody's always got it worse and I don't think that I'm really hurt enough to Try to prove everything I'm worth 'Cause I already know it doesn't matter to you We get old, we get tired, we get sad And I've given up thinking what's next Don't act like it's a big deal Even though It makes sense It's always fun, yeah, It's always fun It's always fun, It's what I tell myself Have lots of fun, yeah, It's always fun It's always fun, It's what I tell myself It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun I'm always fun, It's what I tell myself It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun It's always fun, yeah, It's always fun It's always fun, It's what I tell myself Have lots of fun, yeah, It's always fun It's always fun, It's what I tell myself It's always fun yeah I'm always fun I'm always fun, It's what I tell myself It's always fun, yeah, I'm always fun